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My Time (17 Jan 2010)

Today, I wonder how much time I have left before I call it off to this wonderful piece of world. Tomorrow, I might just got crushed into it without the knowledge of knowing that I just ended up like that.... and my blog would be just left abandoned. The theory, "life is short, take advantage of it" has always been in my mind. It really does, but this strong word "things just happen" had pulled me off the track. As I am writing this post at this very second, I have no thoughts but just life and death. As you read this, I hope you could understand that I am not here to give an advice.

Many stuff had came across my mind today. They are either the past, or the meaningful theories. I remember the day that I had almost killed my best friend, Sateesh with my own bare hands back in the old days in school. It was an evening and we were having an extra class for mathematics. My friend, Sateesh was trying to annoy me because he was bored. And so, I did annoyed him back by chasing after him.

After running a few rounds in the class, Sateesh went standing on top of a chair beside an opened window with curtains fully covered. Without my knowledge of the window was opened, I pushed him off the chair. At that every second, my heart had stopped beating. It was that very one millisecond before my friend, Sateesh almost called it off. And till now, that very dark memory of mine couldn't and will never be erased as it will always exist like it had before. But now, I am relived that he is still alive as the God said that he couldn't just end his life by falling from the 3rd floor being pushed by me.

As I have said, things just happen. You wouldn't know what will happen next. But of course, everyone has always hope that the future will turns out to be... perfect. I would like to believe that this is a game God has led us to play. Everyday, there is always a new challenge for us to face. Unfortunately, we wouldn't know how this game plays. It doesn't have a label or anything, you just have to play it. You either live and play or die and end the game.

There's another story I want to share. Do you know who is James Khor? Maybe he's not as famous as Michael Jackson, but he will always be remembered by every person who knows him like how how everyone remembers Michael. Anyway, if you do remember about the incident which 2 Utah students had wasted their life in Kampar waterfall, you will know who is James Khor.

It was a wonderful morning around 11 am. James and his 3 friends had went to Kampar as they have planned days ago to have a 1 day trip holiday. At 12 pm, they settled down near the Kampar waterfall. Without patience, James and his another friend jumped into the waterfall. As the other friend was planning to join them, the current of the waterfall flow suddenly became unstable and pushed James and his friend far apart from the place where they settled down. Unfortunately, an expected exciting holiday has then turned out into an unexpected tragedy.

These are some links of the information about the tragedy.

And his blog:

The point is that if he had haven't jumped into the waterfall, he wouldn't have lost his life down there. And just because of that, he had left a full-stop in his life. I do felt a pity for him because he didn't and will never have the chance to fulfill his destiny. I thought "What if he didn't jumped into the waterfall, he might now be having a milo panas and a roti planta in a mamak stall with his friends or blogging about his new year wishes." What I am trying to point out is that, even small little things you do could change how the game plays, (future).

A note for James Khor: I am sorry that you couldn't continue your blog.... R.I.P.

A hope is what we wish for, a wish is what we hope for. Thomas Lee Yen Chuan.

So.... I guess this is it. I think would have to leave a full-stop here.

Together, let's hope for the best!


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